Long gone but still holding on

So tragic, true life tragedy. Not talking Romeo & Juliet. This is that Sid & Nancy. That ” I love you enough to kill you” type. This shit is poisonous tho. Don’t believe the hype. Each days outcome is unknown. Call it daily mystery. Trippin on anything from friends, to clothes, or the usual phone history. Desperately clinging on to what’s left, the little I’ve managed to hold on to. But my grip just doesn’t seem to be stickin and somehow I misplaced the glue. ok, maybe I hid it. Excuse my withholding , guess sometimes I’d rather front than admit it. ™