Close to where my heart is supposed to be. 

They say the closer a person is to you, the worse they can hurt you. He was the stethoscope for my heart, pain with maxed out volume. Desparate attempts to block it all out, close my eyes and be free, no more doubt. Who would’ve thought, who could’ve guessed…even an ignorant me would certainly protest, such a horrible act, double, triple, checked for fact. He’d never be true but sadly, she knew. Faith is the worst of feelings, at first, so appealing but discovered as deceiving. Don’t let words…keep you from leaving.™